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<rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><atom:link rel="hub" href="http://tumblr.superfeedr.com/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"/><description></description><title>satellite of love</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @benjaminzilla)</generator><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>In the wake of a very cheesy but oh-so-right series finale,...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/fbe696d17a92c9add4ed9c7a86d0a7e3/tumblr_mnad9wZIJm1qghh7xo1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;In the wake of a very cheesy but oh-so-right series finale, I’ve been re-watching the Office. It has the honor of being the first TV show that I emotionally invested myself in. Its quality faltered at times (I’m looking at you, seasons 6-8), but I stuck through because of these moments. I needed these moments, because they remind me that a &lt;span&gt;shy, insecure, and scared person like me does not have to be afraid of being alive. Fictional characters like Jim have encouraged me to take more risks, to be more vulnerable, to be more honest with myself. Here’s to all of us Jim.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Ugh. Late night Tumblr confessions. I should really act like I graduated high school already. &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/51205420883</link><guid>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/51205420883</guid><pubDate>Fri, 24 May 2013 00:46:00 -0400</pubDate><category>jim halpert</category><category>pam beesly</category><category>jam</category><category>the office</category><category>casino night</category></item><item><title>go pamgo everybody who gets scaredyou can do it</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4eec5a1ce7467063bd4f12c0b1198905/tumblr_mmyo2hepxv1rynk4uo2_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/f5a52a1105511da5369c85b4021e2b40/tumblr_mmyo2hepxv1rynk4uo3_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d447d9370b4cad12605de8c257b2caae/tumblr_mmyo2hepxv1rynk4uo4_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/54f84b8e77209eb0b45c405b218a68da/tumblr_mmyo2hepxv1rynk4uo1_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;go pam&lt;br/&gt;go everybody who gets scared&lt;br/&gt;you can do it&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/51110817151</link><guid>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/51110817151</guid><pubDate>Wed, 22 May 2013 20:44:00 -0400</pubDate><category>pam</category><category>the office</category><category>finale</category></item><item><title>andmichellesaid:

spontaneous dento-hydroplosion

Season 1...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/033a62a1622e2853f744829d7f5f6164/tumblr_mn2u2kd1sM1rsk0xfo1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/e6bf9671d46d73f8fcbea845e6ce4393/tumblr_mn2u2kd1sM1rsk0xfo2_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f2e60de2d1ce63ed4217fbeeb7b5bb30/tumblr_mn2u2kd1sM1rsk0xfo3_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/1c38e897e1c2025ddc2621236c2831d5/tumblr_mn2u2kd1sM1rsk0xfo4_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/4474f237ab6876af8532bf291a8cf3d9/tumblr_mn2u2kd1sM1rsk0xfo5_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/b611ceb665416946d906db934797d8e4/tumblr_mn2u2kd1sM1rsk0xfo6_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/fd3dd18054a74fdad37ae6e4cdf3e362/tumblr_mn2u2kd1sM1rsk0xfo7_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://andmichellesaid.tumblr.com/post/50878807224/spontaneous-dento-hydroplosion" target="_blank"&gt;andmichellesaid&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;spontaneous dento-hydroplosion&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Season 1 isn’t that bad, guys. &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/51004010271</link><guid>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/51004010271</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 14:43:40 -0400</pubDate><category>the office season 1</category><category>health care</category><category>PB&amp;J</category></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/25bf5d741f74149bb3bd21d266f856e6/tumblr_mhtkubHZgI1qas1mto1_r1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/02daed39178900e16b63e6f03fbbe65e/tumblr_mhtkubHZgI1qas1mto2_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/c1be902199537cb4d4e3e00941c26be4/tumblr_mhtkubHZgI1qas1mto3_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d67fc714ce020125b7226e27ceae6b31/tumblr_mhtkubHZgI1qas1mto4_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/ec01777dd694af8d5afa1d9c71d9391f/tumblr_mhtkubHZgI1qas1mto5_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/df6649d603bd4dbfad6d7d7d41425e96/tumblr_mhtkubHZgI1qas1mto6_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/50600948957</link><guid>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/50600948957</guid><pubDate>Thu, 16 May 2013 17:16:57 -0400</pubDate><category>deer</category><category>gold leaf</category><category>icon</category></item><item><title>HOW I FELT ABOUT THEOLOGY AFTER MY FIRST YEAR OF SEMINARY</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://everydayimpastoring.tumblr.com/post/50367182467/how-i-felt-about-theology-after-my-first-year-of" target="_blank"&gt;everydayimpastoring&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img alt="image" src="http://celebquote.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/12/new-girl-schmidt-quotes-14.gif"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Truth in life&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;br/&gt;How I felt about [insert academic discipline here] after my first year of [insert academic institution here]&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/50385431702</link><guid>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/50385431702</guid><pubDate>Mon, 13 May 2013 21:17:00 -0400</pubDate><category>theology</category><category>seminary</category><category>this is your brain on god?</category></item><item><title>noodlehero:

stop feeling bad for yourself.  Enough already. 
</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://noodlehero.tumblr.com/post/50121450275/stop-feeling-bad-for-yourself-enough-already" target="_blank"&gt;noodlehero&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;stop feeling bad for yourself.  Enough already. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/50135138530</link><guid>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/50135138530</guid><pubDate>Fri, 10 May 2013 22:38:52 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>until finals are over
bye tumblr
ciao 
adios
再见</title><description>&lt;p&gt;until finals are over&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;bye tumblr&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;ciao &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;adios&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;再见&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/48063541137</link><guid>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/48063541137</guid><pubDate>Mon, 15 Apr 2013 16:46:11 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>noodlehero:


crawling my way to the end of this semester...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e5aac4cb344e0b345af3d4568379c320/tumblr_ml9zl7Cg0T1rs1siso1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://noodlehero.tumblr.com/post/48043385463/crawling-my-way-to-the-end-of-this-semester" target="_blank"&gt;noodlehero&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;small&gt;crawling my way to the end of this semester &lt;/small&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;almost there&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I hate my life&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/48063188617</link><guid>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/48063188617</guid><pubDate>Mon, 15 Apr 2013 16:41:30 -0400</pubDate><category>=[</category></item><item><title>Is there a reason why you chose hypno as your icon?</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Not particularly. It’s been up there for a long time. Hypno was part of my beloved Pokemon Blue team.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I prided myself on using him to beat my rival’s faster, stronger Alakazam; it gave me the satisfaction of an underdog victory.&lt;span&gt; I would teach him Mega Punch, because Hypno’s Attack stacks up nicely against Alakazam’s pitiful Defense. It’s fun for a kid to imagine Hypno punching a snooty Alakazam in the face.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/48030420153</link><guid>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/48030420153</guid><pubDate>Mon, 15 Apr 2013 05:01:00 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>how are you?</title><description>&lt;p&gt;What a pleasant surprise! People almost never message me. I’m okay. There are some things to take pleasure in and some things that worry me. I put off a lot of important tasks this weekend. I hope I will stay on top of everything this week. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Don’t be anonymous, Anon; maybe you’re somebody I know. &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/48028091137</link><guid>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/48028091137</guid><pubDate>Mon, 15 Apr 2013 03:32:39 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>"We can see this change [toward contemplation] gradually happening in Merton himself as he moved from..."</title><description>““We can see this change [toward contemplation] gradually happening in Merton himself as he moved from the world denying monk of his early years in the monastery, who “spurned New York, spat on Chicago, and tromped on Louisville, heading for the woods with Thoreau in one pocket, John of the Cross in the other, and holding the Bible open at the Apocalypse,” to the world affirming monk of the final decade of his life who would see all people “shining like the sun,” and could declare: “I love beer, and, by that very fact, the world.””&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Paul M. Pearson, in an introduction to Merton’s &lt;em&gt;On Christian Contemplation&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/47972711924</link><guid>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/47972711924</guid><pubDate>Sun, 14 Apr 2013 14:40:00 -0400</pubDate><category>thomas merton</category><category>christian contemplation</category><category>a full life</category></item><item><title>when I listen to “Ashitaka and San” and then imagine...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/1c63b3ba7349f2a9f2572ed3120e209a/tumblr_ml885ha8Er1qghh7xo1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;when I listen to “Ashitaka and San” and then imagine it playing on my wedding day when my wife walks down the asile&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Ben, what the hell. Can’t you be a normal guy. &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/47923878434</link><guid>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/47923878434</guid><pubDate>Sat, 13 Apr 2013 23:53:41 -0400</pubDate><category>ashitaka and san</category><category>the feels</category><category>i feel them</category></item><item><title>"Congratulations!!  You have been accepted into American University's Beijing Chinese Immersion Program at the China Studies Institute in Peking University for the Fall 2013 term!"</title><description>&lt;p&gt;加油, bitches.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/47591397697</link><guid>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/47591397697</guid><pubDate>Tue, 09 Apr 2013 22:42:53 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>suspensioncathouse:

Luigi Serafini - Codex Seraphinianus

Have...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7a51a4a74c93b27fd12a32558ebb61af/tumblr_ml00vhazuk1rxnkpoo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://suspensioncathouse.tumblr.com/post/47549542851/luigi-serafini-codex-seraphinianus" target="_blank"&gt;suspensioncathouse&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Luigi Serafini - Codex Seraphinianus&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Have you ever had such passionate sex that you and your lover mutually transformed into an alligator&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Have you ever been in a situation where that sentence could be used&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/47590085588</link><guid>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/47590085588</guid><pubDate>Tue, 09 Apr 2013 22:27:34 -0400</pubDate><category>Codex Seraphinianus</category><category>luigi serafini</category><category>life lessons</category></item><item><title>. . .s h h h.: Interesting Fact About 千と千尋の神隠し</title><description>&lt;a href="http://cering.tumblr.com/post/560013869/interesting-fact-about"&gt;. . .s h h h.: Interesting Fact About 千と千尋の神隠し&lt;/a&gt;: &lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l1o6vbaucB1qaew7n.jpg"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I’ve noticed that several of my followers are Miyazaki fans, so I thought I share this little tidbit of information with you about Spirited Away.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I always wondered why the symbol “ゆ” (said “yu”) was on the door to the bath house. I asked my Japanese teacher, and he wasn’t too sure so I did a…&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/47441293580</link><guid>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/47441293580</guid><pubDate>Mon, 08 Apr 2013 02:41:28 -0400</pubDate><category>spirited away</category><category>chihiro</category><category>sen</category><category>yubaba</category><category>japanese language</category></item><item><title>my laptop&amp;#8217;s harddrive crashed and I&amp;#8217;m still not employed and I might not graduate in 4...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;my laptop&amp;#8217;s harddrive crashed and I&amp;#8217;m still not employed and I might not graduate in 4 years and my parents have no money and I take pills to act like a normal person and I&amp;#8217;m not close enough to any of my &amp;#8216;friends&amp;#8217; to talk to about it so instead I&amp;#8217;m making a fucking tumblr post and it&amp;#8217;s an amazing day but I don&amp;#8217;t feel that way so it feels like the world is making fun of me and I am a joke and I am lonely and I want to go away&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/47294884657</link><guid>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/47294884657</guid><pubDate>Sat, 06 Apr 2013 14:49:00 -0400</pubDate><category>wah wah wah</category><category>you're such a baby ben</category><category>suck it up</category></item><item><title>Adam &amp; Steve</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://shitmystudentswrite.tumblr.com/post/47124151078/adam-steve" target="_blank"&gt;shitmystudentswrite&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;John Stuart Mill would not support gay marriage under his theory of Utilitarianism because, as the famous quote says, “God made Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve.”&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;This makes no sense on at least three different levels.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/47146754392</link><guid>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/47146754392</guid><pubDate>Thu, 04 Apr 2013 19:51:39 -0400</pubDate><category>how did</category><category>what the</category><category>utilitarianism</category><category>genesis</category></item><item><title>napoleonesque:

Ashitaka and San
</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lt84lkEKtI1qepmcoo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://napoleonesque.tumblr.com/post/11602582971/ashitaka-and-san" target="_blank"&gt;napoleonesque&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;Ashitaka and San&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/47076942238</link><guid>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/47076942238</guid><pubDate>Wed, 03 Apr 2013 22:42:00 -0400</pubDate><category>princess mononoke</category><category>ashitaka and san</category></item><item><title>Finished this today! Reading a chapter or two per day was my...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m455y10I2O1rvynxco1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Finished this today! Reading a chapter or two per day was my Lenten devotion. I am not an aspiring contemplative by any means, but this work was full of encouragement and mystery.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;“For it is not what you are or have been that God looks at with his merciful eyes, but what you would be.”&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;(Also, the book was a couple of decades old, so the paper was browning and smelled really nice whenever I opened it.)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/46995221541</link><guid>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/46995221541</guid><pubDate>Tue, 02 Apr 2013 23:27:00 -0400</pubDate><category>the cloud of unknowing</category><category>christian mysticism</category><category>contemplative prayer</category><category>medieval spirituality</category></item><item><title>cavetocanvas:

Arnulf Rainer, Wine Crucifix, 1957/78
From the...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/327ed82f1614b855e56eb90f0e6abe85/tumblr_mklprsk2qb1qghk7bo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.cavetocanvas.com/post/46934779398/arnulf-rainer-wine-crucifix-1957-78-from-the" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank"&gt;cavetocanvas&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;Arnulf Rainer, &lt;em&gt;Wine Crucifix&lt;/em&gt;, 1957/78&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;From the &lt;a href="http://www.tate.org.uk/art/artworks/rainer-wine-crucifix-t03671" target="_blank"&gt;Tate Gallery&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;span&gt;Wine-Crucifix&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;span&gt; was originally painted as an altar-piece for the Student Chapel of the Catholic University in Graz, Austria. It hung loosely, without a frame, across a large window. Light shining through the cloth would reveal the shape of a cross beneath layers of paint. The title of the work evokes the transformation of wine into the blood of Christ. After the work was removed from its religious setting in the mid-1960s, the artist bought it back and in 1978 decided to rework it. ‘I realised that the quality and truth of the picture only grew as it became darker and darker’, Rainer has explained.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/46967290819</link><guid>http://benjaminzilla.tumblr.com/post/46967290819</guid><pubDate>Tue, 02 Apr 2013 18:02:00 -0400</pubDate><category>Arnulf Rainer</category><category>wine crucifix</category></item></channel></rss>
